Jun 17, 2024
"Summer? ? I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to, and neither did he. We did have a few private drinks. He felt that you were cold to him and that you couldn’t get into your heart. I really hoped that you would take a good stand and persuade him that I meant well, but we all drank too much that day? ? I’m sorry, Xia. I hate myself, too, okay? ？”
Tang Sitian knelt directly in front of Xia and begged her to forgive Xia for holding her hand and letting her get up, but she just couldn’t afford it.
"In the summer, I agreed with Zhou Haolin that it never happened. He and I are just friends. We were before, now and after, and he, he really loves you very much. He even planned to marry you later. I swear I won’t be an obstacle. How to get along before and after?"
Xia shook her head and pulled her and said, "Sitian, you misunderstood me. Can you get up first and listen to me?"
"I can’t forgive myself if you don’t let me kneel for a while."
Xia Haonai sighed and said, "Before this incident, I have been trying to say that Zhou Haolin is so kind to me that I will really love him sooner or later, but emotional things really can’t control whether it is love or touching myself. After I know this in my heart, I feel that the problem between Zhou Haolin and me is not you but ourselves. I know that he loves me, but I can’t love him back. I should feel sorry for him. Can you be sweet?"
Tang Sitian still knelt on the ground. She understood it but couldn’t understand it. "You? ? You don’t blame me. "
"There is no true no cause? ？” Xia took a deep breath and said apologetically, "It may be cruel for Zhou Haolin to say this, but I have to admit that I don’t love him."
Section 39
"How can you not love at all?"
There was a look of indifference in Xia’s eyes. She said, "If I hadn’t met Ruan Bin, maybe I would have loved Zhou Hao Lin, but after I met him and loved him, I knew what it was like to love someone. Maybe he also felt my indifference. In fact, I didn’t want to hurt him, but that’s the truth."
It’s not surprising to hear these Tang Sitian. She feels bitter in summer. "You are always married. Why can’t you let him go?"
"Let go don’t have to let go. Hehe, he’s been married for so long? ？” Speaking of which, Xia’s heart aches again when he is deeply in love. "I moved back because I have released it, but I have released it. It doesn’t mean that I love Zhou Haolin, but you think it’s sweet. Think about your own feelings. It’s really a classmate’s affection for him."
Tang Sitian was asked for a long time and couldn’t answer.
"You get up" Xia Ying pulled her up and asked "Si Tian, think clearly for yourself whether you have been alone for so many years and are busy talking about feelings or waiting for someone"
“？ ？” Tang Sitian’s eyes were red and tears rolled around her eyes. In the final analysis, no matter how strong a woman is, she just has a weak heart on the surface.
"I really don’t blame you for this. It’s understandable if you think about it. If I don’t love him, I can’t dominate him. I’m more worried that he will hurt you."
Xia’s words made Tang Sitian ashamed and moved. It is worthwhile to have such a friend in this life. "When did you know?"
"That’s why Zhou Haolin sent me home on the day we had a barbecue together. I found out in the co-pilot that I had thought very thoroughly these days. What I didn’t get enthusiastic about Zhou Haolin, what I avoided seeing his parents, and what I avoided making out with him were all for this reason. I didn’t love him, but I couldn’t bear to tell him every time I saw him being kind to me, accommodating me everywhere and caring for me."
Tang Sitian also said at a loss, "Actually, it was that I found out afterwards that I really didn’t feel like a classmate and a friend to him. I couldn’t say it, but I know that his lover is you, and even if you break up, he can’t be with me. We are all used to being friends and changing our identities, fearing that we won’t adapt."
Just then the doorbell rang and Xia said, "It should be Zhou Haolin’s return. Si Tian, if you find it difficult, we won’t say it today."
Tang Sitian was grateful for "thank you, Xia Xie"
Chapter ninety-five Relatives didn’t come
Chapter ninety-five Relatives didn’t come
Zhou Haolin bought a lot of ingredients and took them to the kitchen for washing in the summer. Tang Sitian was still meditating on the balcony. Zhou Haolin didn’t dare to disturb her casually, so he turned to the kitchen to help Xia.
Zhou Haolin felt that the atmosphere in this room was strange, but he thought it might be because of his guilty conscience.
"Enough to eat?"
There are some sayings in the summer, "You buy too much, and there are only three of us. How can we eat so much?"
"If you can’t finish eating, put it in the refrigerator. It’s all in your refrigerator anyway."
Xia smiled and said, "Let’s have another meal."
Zhou Haolin is not good at home, especially in the kitchen. Seeing that he is in a hurry in summer, he doesn’t know why he said, "Why don’t you go out and sit down? I’ll get it done soon."
"Hehe, I’m sorry I didn’t help."
"Don’t go out, let me get it."
Zhou Haolin nodded and walked out of the kitchen. He turned to look at Xia’s busy and orderly back and somehow suddenly had a feeling of losing her, and this feeling was particularly strong
With Tang Sitian around, he can’t say anything to Xia. Whatever he says and does will appear melodramatic.
Suddenly there was a movement on the balcony. As soon as he turned around, he saw Tang Sitian coming in. They looked at each other with four eyes, and he saw that her eyes were red.
Tang Sitian soon went to wash his hands and left Zhou Haolin alone in wait for a while and didn’t know what to do.
In winter in Hang Cheng, the daytime is long and short, and it gets dark very quickly at five o’clock.
Three people around the steaming hot pot atmosphere is as cold as winter.
In the summer, they didn’t eat hot pot, and they said awkwardly, "Should we drink some beer? I’ll go upstairs and buy it."
Tang Sitian said, "I have to go back by car soon without drinking." After that, she finally moved chopsticks and said, "Well, where did I buy some meat? It’s delicious."
Zhou Haolin replied to her, "The most common chicken breast in the supermarket."
Xia said proudly, "this chicken breast is too thick. I processed it and marinated it for more than half an hour. Is it delicious?" ? Eat Zhou Haolin. "
Zhou Haolin also moves chopsticks. This atmosphere is finally getting better.
Although Tang Sitian is uncomfortable in her heart, she is still struggling in the workplace for many years, and this emotion can still be controlled.
"Do you know what I miss you most after you left the company in the summer?"
"what"
"Your specialty is beef tenderloin with sweet and sour sauce. Every time I think about it, I feel that the food in the company canteen is all pig food."
Xia was so happy when he heard this. "Ha, ha, ha, then you can come to my house. I’ll make it for you. I’m not busy after work now. Call me when you have it. I’m ready."
Zhou Haolin also chimed in and said, "I haven’t tasted your cooking yet. When will I be full?"
"Yeah, it’s the hardest thing for one person to cook. More than one person is better."
Three people just chatted one build what did not build. Fortunately, eating hot pot is no less than silence.
Later, Tang Sitian and Zhou Haolin left together. Zhou Haolin looked at Xia reluctantly at the door and said, "If there is anything, call me where I live. You know it’s closer to you."